muddybrooks

My experiences post total pancreatectomy.

on May 17, 2017

Blog Week Day #2- The cost of living with a chronic illness.

 

I have to first state that I am BLESSED beyond all measure when it comes to the financial cost of my disease. I have EXCELLENT health insurance and have NEVER had to decide to either put food on the table or buy my meds!! There have been times before the ACA came into being that my insurance stopped covering me when I had reached a certain dollar amount determined by the guys and gals in the suits. Like when I went to refill a med on a Friday night after 6pm when the pharmacist announces to me with several strangers looking on that I no longer have coverage for the medication. It has been denied. I didn’t have the kind of money they wanted for just that one medication, so I left empty handed wondering how I was gonna make it thru the weekend without that med I had been taking  chronically and  had been covered for years. But I got through that episode. I’m lucky and privileged and I’m VERY thankful.

But there are other costs of living with a chronic illness besides financial. I have a couple of chronic illnesses that I deal with besides T1D and I have come to know frustration and disappointment intimately. I could fill an ocean with the tears I have shed trying to get through a night when symptoms flare. I have come to know loneliness on a level I never thought attainable. I’ve been in the hospital all alone trying to advocate for myself when no one will listen. But I chose not to dwell on the negative. I chose to focus on the blessings that I have received as a result of living with chronic illness.

I have tried to advocate for others whom may not have the health coverage I do. I call and write my congress people and senators and even the Governor to try to bring awareness to the unfair pricing that has taken over the insulin market. I participate in supply sharing groups to assist anyone who may need something that I have extra of. I try in my own little corner of the world to make a difference.

Like I stated yesterday, I have done things and met amazing individuals both in person and online that I never would have imagined doing but my T1D has brought these experiences into my life. So, for right now…today, I am thriving despite dealing with the inevitable anger and frustration that is all too common with any incurable chronic illness.

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